This will be my 1st day of blogging...but not the 1st time...cos I did blogging few years back, but only in myspace...not really a blog aight? Nvm...i was into blogging last time pun...just isi masa terluang je kot...:D
So what should I be writing...hurmmm...maybe I should tell why at the 1st place I wanna create this blog and start blogging? Emm...the story is...I was very depressed at work today...I dont know why...it's not something unusual pun lately that I have lotsa things to do...but all of a sudden i felt so so depressed...my boss add up my depression by asking me to do things that for me is not required to be done now...but at the end I did my works...not complete, but I would say 3/4 of it...alhamdulillah...
But still the depression didnt go away...I stayed at office until 6.30, went back home, and guess what, suddenly tears coming down from my eyes while I'm driving back!! Oh my God!! What happened to me? I feel so so down, so so stress, I just wanted to talk to someone, but I dont have that someone...:-(...that someone seems so boring with me now...I think I am just waiting for him to say "I think we are not meant for each other, and maybe we should be breaking up"...arrive at home, I laid down on my bed, try to close my eyes so that the stress go away, but still didnt, so I went into the bathroom, sat under the shower, tp air sejuk la pulak...tak tahan sejuk, just mandi mcm biasa...pakai baju tido, bukak hitz.tv, pasang volume kuat2, and here I am, starting to be a blogger myself...reason? I just wanna let go things inside me...cos I dont know who will be the best person for me to let it go...
Hopefully I will continue to blog...not just about me, maybe things that happen around me later...For all of you who coincidently visiting my blog and read it, thanks so much. Feel free to comment. Maybe I can use it for my own good.
Think that's all for the 1st blog...I'm out...to clear my mind...hopefully I'll be ok...
